Ryan just being Ryan

I wanted to share this utube video of Ryan on this site. We were  just hanging out at home. He was living with me and it was filmed in 2006. Nine years before he died. He was clean then and happy. We now make chicken wings every year on October 29th in honor of his birthday. It was Ryan just being Ryan. I mostly miss his spontaneity and the sound of his voice. I listen to this just to hear his voice and listen to his laugh. Oh, how I miss that boy!

PS: the package in my fridge…my hormone cream 🙂 And, pic above is just Ryan and mom taking a drive. He always made me smile.